I Still Remember


            It was a very hot August afternoon in 2007 the last time this happened. My dad and I had met at the golf course and were getting ready to go out. No silly, not to play, to watch Kelcey begin her last year in high school athletics. A tradition that Kelcey, my dad, and I shared for 7 lightning quick years. Dad and I would follow her around watching her play, living and dying on every swing with her. There were days when she was hitting it well and I would want soooo bad to shout to the mountaintops for everyone to watch (but the golf course people frowned on that so I don’t do that anymore) because she was happy and confident. She would look over where dad and I were and flash a smile and we knew it was a good day. As she got older the flashes turned into full fledged grins and on occasion a flexing of her muscles toward us to let us know she hit that one goooood. And of course there were other days when she wasn’t swinging good and the sparkle in her eye wasn’t there and she was so disappointed and I wanted to run out and take her in my arms and dare anyone to say or do anything to her (but Kelcey frowned on this so I don’t that anymore either). But on both occasions I would cheer for her. And for the record, my dad lived and died on every shot also. He may have been worse than me.

            As we met for the beginning of the last year I said to my dad, “I still remember her starting this just a few years ago. I can’t believe she’s a senior.”

            To which my dad replied, “Hang in there son, I still remember your last year of high school basketball. Before you know it, Jordan will be a senior.”

            And here it is. Jordan tonight begins his last year in high school basketball. My son will be 18 years old in only 9 weeks. I remember, as with Kelcey, coaching in Upward Basketball till they were old enough to play on school teams. Jordan started out a little skinny runt. Grew into a not-so-little chubby boy. Now is a solid muscled young man. I remember him learning to dribble when he wasn’t much taller than the ball. I remember teaching him to shoot because kids weren’t learning technique; they were just being told to throw it up there. I remember him hurting his knee in football and missing a basketball season and he was actually depressed. I remember every coach every year talked about how great a young man he was before they would mention any basketball skill. I remember playing in the driveway with him. I remember Tammy getting mad because I wouldn’t let him win, he had to earn it. And he did. He played hard and wanted to do well. I remember getting tired and sitting down while he kept shooting and shooting. I remember telling him that if he didn’t shoot it right I was gonna throw rocks at his legs. And I did (don’t call the po po just yet. It was a game and we had fun with it.). I remember him going to high school and making the varsity team his freshman year. I remember the long days and weeks but the seasons were always short. I remember the gyms, the travel, the uniforms, the horrid smelling socks and shoes, the hotels, did you know that I still have 5 basketballs in and around my driveway at all times. I counted them this morning. And by the way, there are golf clubs and golf shoes all over the garage still.

            But what I remember most with both of them is this. Every year, every team, every time, someone would stop Tammy or me and say something that sounded like this, “Are you Jordan’s mom? I just want you to know that he is the nicest young man. You should be proud!” Or, “Are you Kelcey’s dad? I just wanted to tell you that she is an absolute joy to be around. I have never seen or heard a cross word from her. You should be proud!”

            And let me tell you. WE ARE! Funny how milestones take you back isn’t it? As Kelcey began her last year in golf, we were looking back to the 6th grade where she hit a driver on par 3’s and still couldn’t get it to the green. As Jordan begins his last year in basketball I’m thinking about his little Upward team where they didn’t keep score in the 2nd grade games but before we left the house every Saturday morning HE would go to his room and get a paper and pen and give it to his mom and tell her, “You know what to do!”

            Kelcey and Jordan; Your mother and I are so proud of you guys. We are proud, Kelcey that you got the opportunity to play golf in college and that you are still a joy to be around. We are proud, Jordan, whether you choose to play basketball in college or not because you are still the nicest young man. Jordan, my Papaw Bryant told me once as he was taking off his boots at the end of another hard day in the field that he had done all he could do. He worked hard at what he did and his clothes and shoes showed it. I had asked him, “What now papaw?” after I had helped plant corn. He said this, “We have done our part and now it’s up to God. If he sends the right amount of sun and rain, we will have corn. If he doesn’t then we will do something else. But either way I will sleep well tonight because I did my part and I did the best that I could. And then tomorrow I will get out of bed and do it again.” Great advice from a great man!

             “God, thank you for entrusting Tammy and me with such wonderful kids. We asked for protection over them every day that they live. We thank you for the ability that you have given them and asked that you would continue to grow and test and challenge them in their faith as well as careers and athletics. Thank you for faith. Thank you for family.”

            Let the last season begin!

 
Pastor Dad

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